maandag 12 november 2007

Ego

My silence
Isn’t silent
She’s so loud
Nobody hears it

My loudness
And being occupied
Is only
To hide my silence

2007

Sinking ship

A thousand thoughts
Not to control by the brain
To escape and to wander
Only for the truth

Where are we going to end
On the deserted island
Only a book and a glass of wine
Drowning in the readable drama, slowly getting drunk by emotions

On the deserted island
Drowning in the eyes of the other half of your soul
Only each other and two glasses of wine
Together staring at the sun going doing, getting drunk of romance

Are we staying where we are today
Not to control by the brain
Not knowing whether we are unhappy
Or are we leaving the sinking ship.

Christmas 2004

Rotten apples ready to pick up
Rocks to fall over two times
Doom hiding around the corner
Inflation knocking at the front door.

Coastlines enlarging
Living creatures shrinking
Not working people staring at the television
Working people staring in traffic jam

The greyness of working
The black hole ready to fall
Depression smiling in her fist
The narcist out loud

People fading away in high speed
Air clogging even going faster
Breathlessness growing
Earth preparing for a new generation

2004

Where are we going

Sense for nonsense
Nonsense for sense
Flowers to plant
Plants to flowers

Look to see
See to look
Reading to relax
Relax to read

Sleep to dream
Dreaming to sleep
Drink to satisfy thirst
Thirst to satisfy drinking

Feel to suffer
Suffer to feel
Lead to do
Do to lead

2004

Bending Knees

Cold and fog have arrived
The cold in my heart is heated
Dark days are coming early
my head is brightening up.

Pride is a doomed quality
Being conceited bad for the conscience
The cold doesn’t attract me to you
The missing of something that’s good does.

To laugh is a gift
To cry a relieve
Darkness doesn’t scare me away
You enlighten my way

Days pass by
And late becomes early again
Dark days stay away
The missing towards you always remains

2004

Blocked

To laugh, cry, kick, caress
To buy, rent, steal, borrow
To feel, taste, smell, see
To think, think, think, think

Why, who, how, when
To go, stand still, run, stroll
To call, mail, surf, talk
To feel, feel, feel, feel

To ask, wonder, have pain, be empty
To stare, dream, sleep, fantasize
To work, sleep, do sports, party
To live, live, live, live

Life goes on

Stinging pain in my head
Cramps in my neck
Screaming pain in my back
But Life Goes On

Followed by the accident
Panic fear, looking over the shoulder
Heading decreasing in my hands
But Life Goes On

Wondering who you do it for
BOOM, CRASH, PENGGGGG
Metal finds metal
But Life goes On

Paralysed of the shock
Silence caused by silence
Responsible for the traffic jam
But Life Goes On

2004

Bulldog

Sometimes my heart really hurts
Tears fall out of my eyes like a flood
Knowing the right decision is made
But to pain none the less

To proud to admit the pain
When you hear not being worth
Giving back the poisoned gift
Whilst the meaning is unique

Learning out of painful experiences
Try to open your hart
Easier to kick on someone else’s
Like the House of Oz blown away to the eternal fields

2004

Rutochahi

Rubbing in my eyes
Trying to let fatigue disappear
Thoughts running in my head
Am I Questioning

Sleepless nights follow each other
Like a cow gets milked rhythmic
Different languages are coming through
Forgetting the language of love

The mind getting stronger without mind filling drinks
The castle of the character with extra bricks
Unhappy with situations resulting
Adore playing with independency

The curved back always stretching
A finger out of use not noticed
Smiling with my idiot writing behaviour
Life is being good for a brief moment

2004

BKI 888

Everything black when I’m staring
Nicotine taste still in my mouth
A sigh surging out of my soul
Trying to let go

Café Leggero through my throat
Looking down at the Nokia like he’s guilty
Cracking my fingers, thinking about his ones turning
Trying to exile it out of my body

What a great feeling, love
Tormenting day en night
The fear of insecurity
But I’m guilty of the plead myself

2004